Jude @VENTABLACK

my new job has been going well so far! just experiencing the usual new job anxiety. i often worry that i'm doing a bad job, despite being, you know, new at the job and mistakes are bound to happen. even though i've been told i'm doing great so far, so idk what i'm anxious about. whatever man (vaporizes my lame brain)

Jude @VENTABLACK

just finished my first day of my new job! it was all training but everything went well. a lot of information to take in, but i'm sure i'll remember it. it's such a lovely place to work, not to mention the people there are cool. there were even some openly queer people there, which has to be the polar opposite of my last job. i'm so happy they hired me!

Jude @VENTABLACK

words cannot describe how much i adore caseoh. his content has helped me get through so much in life and he never fails to make me laugh. i could never get tired of his content.

Jude @VENTABLACK

I DID IT I SURVIVED THE FINAL DAY OF THIS JOB!!! overall a pretty bad place to work. very stressful and half the people there sucked. but there were SOME people there that were pretty cool, and i'll at least miss them. i'll probably stop by from time to time just to see those few cool people at that place. tomorrow is my first official day of my new job, which i'm both excited and also nervous about!

Jude @VENTABLACK

i've been really into guild wars 2 the past few months (and am hyped for the guild wars 3 beta next year), which i find ironic given my lore. back in 2012 i was a huge fan of the mmo TERA, which came out at around the same time as gw2. as a result, those two mmos had a bit of a rivalry with each other. i stayed faithful to TERA until the end of its lifespan (rip TERA you were a huge part of my life) and never played gw2. until this year, that is. and honestly? i wish i'd got into it sooner. it's a very fun game and some aspects of it even remind me of TERA a bit. so yeah, time for my gw2 era to finally arrive over a decade after its launch!

Jude @VENTABLACK

looks like i'm gonna spend my final week at this job working seven whole days in a row! lovely. after those seven days is my first day of training at my new job, so i'm actually working EIGHT days in a row! well at least i'll be making good money, i guess...

Jude @VENTABLACK

transitioning between jobs is always a bit stressful for me @_@ leaving jobs is also stressful, because of co-workers expressing their sadness that i'm leaving and it always makes me feel guilty for, well, leaving. but i know i'm gonna be a lot happier at this new job, plus it pays better (which is definitely needed in this awful economy). i'm gonna be completely honest and say that i wasn't a very big fan of this job. the main positive it had it that some of the co-workers are awesome, and sometimes i'd get free coffee.

Jude @VENTABLACK

went to the beach yesterday for the first time in what felt like AGES. it was a well needed mini-vacation. it's my dream to live near a beach/ocean and hopefully i can achieve that dream someday.

Jude @VENTABLACK

GUYS I GOT THE JOB!!! I GOT THE JOB I REALLY WANTED I'M SO HAPPY MY HEART IS RACING RIGHT NOW!!!

Jude @VENTABLACK

i got to leave work early again today! hehe~

Jude @VENTABLACK

have i ever mentioned how much i hate driving? especially in my area where there's ALWAYS traffic. and traffic is the bane of my existence. if i had the option to never drive again, i would gladly take it. but for now, i have to deal with driving to and from work while dealing with this insane traffic. hopefully getting a new job in a different area will help with that a little bit. good thing i plan on moving out of this area once my lease ends. it's a nice area, but there's WAY too many people here. i wanna live somewhere a little less...crowded. also cheaper.

Jude @VENTABLACK

i just got called in for a job interview at the used hobby store i applied for omg!! i'm so excited and nervous, but i really hope i get the job!

Jude @VENTABLACK

over the weekend i put in an application for my favorite used hobby store that i frequent! not gonna try and get my hopes up, but it would make my year if i got hired there!

in other news, i'm tired. but i also wanna play games.

Jude @VENTABLACK

i really miss the times when i'd frequently visit new york city. i miss traveling in general but i've also developed agoraphobia in recent years. the good news is that i've been slowly getting over said agoraphobia, but still have a ways to go. i wanna visit nyc again, but i need someone to come with me since i'm not sure what i'd even do if i went by myself. plus i get lonely easily LOL

Jude @VENTABLACK

whenever someone tells me that my site is the first one on neocities they visited, it makes me so so happy! thank you so much!! i hope my website gives you a good first impression on what's to come on neocities! there are sooo many amazing and beautiful websites out there that continue to inspire me to this day ♥

Jude @VENTABLACK

visited my family today and we went to my favorite greek restaurant for dinner. it was so delicious!

Jude @VENTABLACK

the bad news is that my back was killing me this morning. the good news is that i got to leave early today due to a doctor appointment! the appointment itself wasn't too bad, it was just a yearly checkup.

Jude @VENTABLACK

just finished re-reading Black Cat, and it was just as amazing as i remember it being! my two favorite characters have gotta be Shiki and Kyoko, though there aren't really any hateable characters in this series imo. anyways, you should read Black Cat~ (i still need to watch the anime adaptation. might do that soon now that i'm done re-reading the manga!)

gonna also re-read to-love-ru since that's by the same mangaka and i love his artstyle. i think i've read every manga by kentaro yabuki now that i think about it.

been doing a lot of manga-reading but not enough anime-watching. i think i should finish watching cinderella grey, then finally watch black cat. yeah that sounds like a good plan!

Jude @VENTABLACK

i'm trying to get back into genshin and i'm realizing that exploring in this game isn't as fun as it used to be...or maybe sumeru just isn't fun to explore. maybe i should try exploring another area or focus on quests. or focus on leveling/building characters. literally anything but exploring the desert.

Jude @VENTABLACK

the weather here has been all over the place. some days it will be nice and warm and some days it'll be cold. today's one of those cold days, but it feels nice...it's that Spring Chill where it's not too cold but just cold enough for a sweater.

Jude @VENTABLACK

YAY I WON CISSIA'S 50/50!!!

Jude @VENTABLACK

been trying to pull for cissia in zzz, but something tells me that i won't make in time due to my zzz luck being sooo bad. i ALWAYS lose 50/50 and typically don't pull characters until i reach soft pity. cries...

Jude @VENTABLACK

woke up to my back aching, which made work, well, painful for me today. speaking of work, i found out that one of my favorite co-workers is gonna retire in a couple months, which makes me sad. but i can't blame them for wanting to leave here, since this job isn't exactly the best.

Jude @VENTABLACK

i have been very hiccup prone these past few days, which is weird to me because i never get the hiccups.

anyways, i should probably be reading right now but i'm too sleepy to. but not too tired to sleep, if that makes any sense.

Jude @VENTABLACK

hehehe guess who got to leave work an hour early today!

Jude @VENTABLACK

been very into re-reading or re-watching old stuff i used to be really into. right now i'm re-reading black cat and soul eater, and i'm also re-watching the yu-gi-oh anime.

Jude @VENTABLACK

forgot to mention this before but i cleared resident evil: code veronica. it's still as good as i remembered it being! i'll probably play re:0 next, then go through the series chronologically.

Jude @VENTABLACK

hmm maybe i'll play some beat saber later

Jude @VENTABLACK

first microblog!
huge shoutout to lilithdev on neocities for the nso-inspired layout. you rock!

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